the cruise.

Over April vacation i went on a cruise to Bermuda.

i went on this cruise with some of the students in my schools chorus group. 

we went on this cruise to compete.

we  were one of the many singing groups that had preformed over the year.

we had also seen a band preform who were from Canada.

we all did amazing.

we had been rated on a scale of basically terrible to flawless.

we got rated flawless and they got rated one under us.

overall it was a lot of fun. 

i got really close with a lot of people from my chorus on the cruise, and i met some new people too.

out of all the new people i met i kept in touch with this one guy.

i'll refer to him as ko.

so ko and i had met when we took a selfie together.

he just came up to me and said alright i need to take a selfie with this girl.

honestly made my night.

he is soooooo cute.

we had started to talk after we took the picture 

we had gotten along very well.

it was abnormal because i usually have a hard time talking to guys.

he was really easy to talk to. 

i felt like i could have told him everything about myself and he wouldn't have cared.

so i was sad that i had met him on the last night of the trip.

 i wish we had gotten to know eachother before that night

overall i'm just glad i got to meet him.

ko is now one of the most important people to me.

although i dont get to see him i do still talk to him.

we are really good friends and im so happy.

he makes me smile.

he always knows how to make me feel better. 

i love him so much.

little does he know a little to much.

 i just want to see him and have one of his hugs.

i wish i could be closer to him

i wish it was easier for us to be closer.

he lives in canada and i live in new england.

i wish he felt the same.

words can't describe my feelings for him.

they are so crazy.

he doesnt even know how i really feel.

what better way to tell someone than in a blog.

so ko....

i really...really... like you.. a lot.

you're super handsome.

nice.

funny.

adorable.

loving.

accepting.

your personality is amazing.

sweet.

and so much more.

ko...

i love you.

soooooooooooo 

much.

to be honest without your help i wouldn't always be smiling.

i know it hasn't been long since we met, and i'm not gorgeous or anything close to it ,but you mean a lot to me.

so thank you for everything you do for me. 

you may not think its a lot, but it is.

i'm being 100% serious.

i love everything about you.

your'e perfect.

i know this is probably weird 

and creepy, but oh well.

of you don't want to talk to me again i understand.

but overall please know you're an amazing guy and friend.

you're the best. 

i love you ko...... 

A LOT ♥