Tuesday, October 2, 2012

hey everyone i know i haven't written in a long time so i figured i'd write now :) so the title is this guy i really really likes codename ahah. Besides the point iu want to let everyone know if you ever need someone to talk to or a shoulder to cry on i am most certainly always here. i love helping everyone out it makes me feel a lot better.its something i want to do in the future so im always here <3
love,
Gabriana Walter

Saturday, July 21, 2012

Hacked

You have been hacked by your best friend who wants to tell you that Drew is a such a jerk and anyone who hurts you is too. We are going to virginia tomorrow with my dad and I love you so much <33333

Wednesday, July 18, 2012

i miss this..

i miss when i called you my best friend. i miss how i told you how i felt not you think im annoying. i miss when you called me unique and i felt so special.i miss how you said you would love to hear me sing someday<3333 i miss when we talked all the time. i miss how you called me stupid but i forgave you for it. i miss when we hung out at toris and it sucked ahha. i  miss when we gave each other hugs and i never wanted to let go. i miss when you said i was your babe<3. i miss when you said hey beautiful and i smiled for days because it ment so much to me. i miss how i wish you could understand how much you ment to me. writing this is really making me want to cry while i'm talking to others so i cant.. i really miss you and i hope you know this you will totally catch on ill probably tell you to look at it so yeah...well bye </3 i missyou !!
sincerely,
Gabriana Walter<3

Sunday, May 20, 2012

You've got that one thing

So i haven't written in a long time, but i have been so busy. i've had school and key club events its not even funny. This title is such an amazing song lol. So i still like the same people. friday night i had the wierdest dream it was so messed up no lie. not going to tell you becuase its not APPROPRIATE. i wish with all the problems i have i could fix them like i can for everyone else. i lost two of the most important people well who were the most important people to me. they are Ryan and Codey yes i miss them so much. I shouldn't miss them because it wasn't worth the pain anymore. i liked codey since he ccame to my school in sixth grade. and i've liked Ryan since second grade which is such a long time. When i see either of them i just want to burst into tears. I wish that when i started high school i would have kept all of the people who were close to me. I mean we started the year out just fine, but now its all gone down hill. I miss then so much..... I'm glad i've still got all my really close girl friends. If it wasn't for them it would be so different. I would probably not have all of the new friends that i do have now. i'm glad i do because they are the reason why i am can get through all of these peoples CRAP!. One more thing to add about Ryan and Codey if they ever understood how i felt about them i just wish they understood me lets go with that. Grrr i hate that i can't get over them dangit. I MISS THEM SO MUCH !!!. I wish everything could just go back to how it was when we were so close. well i guess just thinking about this makes me so upset so i shuld go. Along with the fact that everyone is ignoring me especially him ...
well by </3
Sincerely,
Gabriana Walter

Friday, March 23, 2012

The awkward moment...

So I have the biggest crush on this guy ,but he wants to be friends and he means the world to me he is so sweet and I don't know what I would do without him . I'm fine with being friends in all ,but seeing him flirt with others or saying he likes someone else kills me on the inside . I'm glad I met him he's the most amazing guy I have ever met and yes he might read this ,but oh well he gives the best hugs to <333.I know he won't feel the same and I guess I have to live with that , but not many guys like me anyways never have no one perfect ,but to me he is. Iv liked him since we first started talking. Whenever o see him my heart skips a beat . Those hugs I don't want to let go of . Without him it would be different , but I will always love him and he will always be my best friend . I maybe annoying sometimes , but he doesn't care ... I think.
Sincerely,
Gabriana Walter <3

Friday, March 16, 2012

Best Friends

you know who your true friends really are when you get to high school and they still talk to you. When you have a good friend theyw ill like you because of who you are nto because of your looks or any of that it shouldn't really matter.i have a lot of good friends. Sometimes they drive me crazy, but i love them to death <333. They most likely know who they are too and they shoud :). i have a lot of good friends and then there are thos people you think are your friends, but they talk crap about you... i think i have a lot of those. welli know who my true friends are and everything so i good for now i think <333
Sincerely,
Gabriana Walter

Friday, March 9, 2012

Tianna is the BEST.

So i couldn't come up with a title because i have a lot on my mind right now so this is what my friend told me to type. so ysterday or some day this week the guy that i liked said make way because him and like three other people were in the doorway. This got me really upset and made my day suck. I am not one to be to sesative about my weight, but it still hurts when someone says mean things to me . i dont let it affect me as much as other people ,but its still not good to hear. so i dont really have much to say this didn't bother me it just made me upset a little,but im not going to let it bother me any longer
Sincerely,
Gabriana Walter <333

Tuesday, February 28, 2012

That feeling

Well sometimes when you tell someone how you feel it ends up in t
Your favor. Well in my case it hasn't yet . I wish that as understanding as I am all men were like this. It may make me sound sexist but I'm not its just how I feel at the moment.when I told this guy I liked since second grade how I felt he said it back .... Now we rarely talk to each other. This really hurt me because he ment everything to me and him saying it back was even better but he said he ment it but he clearly lied to me. That's another thing when people lie to me and I know the truth man does it make me mad. it's like when you get told something else then see the person doing it . Well this is really all I have to say ...
Sincerely,
Gabriana Walter <3

Friday, February 17, 2012

what do i do.....?

how come when ever i like someone it always ends up not in my favor i know i usually seem like a stalker but i really not i just get annoyed when people dont anwer me. at the same time i dont really care i give up so it doesnt really matter to me as much anymore. im one of those people who gets ove things really quickly so it doesn't bother me to long. I really really dilike it when people mess with y friend like i freak out . (this is not ment towards you drew). i absolutly dilslike being ignored expecially when someone texts you first you text back then they don't reply. Ya i get pretty annoyed over some little things ,but this is pretty much it so bye ♥
sincerely,
Gabriana Walter

Sunday, February 12, 2012

anger

im really sick of people adding my friend and hitting on her having a bet on who can date her first. I mean seriously you don't even know her. It really makes me mad that i try to appologive you hurt me and i really liked you and you did something stupid and won't appologize. You know how i feel about you and this is what you do to. honestly she doesnt like any of you and she probably never will she really likes this one guy and one of you but only a little bit so seriously if they don't leave her alone somones gunna get hit. im done trying.
sincerely,
The person who gives up (Gabriana Walter)

Thursday, February 9, 2012

hmmmm

so today i don't have as many thoughts today for some reason but i dont really know why i usually have los of ideas but i really hav eno clue today leave comments telling me what i should write about thanks
sincerely,
Gabriana Walter

Thursday, February 2, 2012

Drew D. Dustin

Who is this you may ask well he is a man that makes me so happy :) no he's not my boyfriend he's just my friend. well he's kinda special you know why because he is an amazing friend. i'm so glad we are friends ! <3. Drew gives the best hugs hehe. i know he's going to like this because he's such an amazing person <333 those hearts are for how amazing he is not love not that i have that many people who read my blog anyways . Since drew had a blog i read it and loved it he is such an amazing writer one day he will be famous for his writing :) i hope since he's really good well he really wants to read this now so i shall let him <333333
Sincerely,
Gabriana Walter

annoyed

well i am realy sick of people that judge people. It's like seriously do you have nothing better to do than pick on me? im guessing they will say yup but im not nice so i decide that i will. It's like seriously i dislike a lot how i think that i have new friends in high school but half of them talk crap about me or don't even like me. Some times i wish that we all could just get along ya know but it doesn't happen. One day i hope those people who judge people now will marry someone who they hated in high school just so they know wow i made a mistake a BIG one. Nowadays eveyont is staring to pick on me like they know me or i did something mean to them, but honestly i'm always told i'm so nice sweet and kind. I guess not everyone see's this you know why because that shows who they really are so everyone watch out for those people out there don't let them get to you just walk away or standup for yourself. I know one day i will make a difference in this world! and my life
HATERS GONNA HATE! (my favorite quote)
Sincerely,
Gabriana Walter

Friday, January 27, 2012

Hello again

sorry its been a while since i wrote not like that many people actually look at this but i thought i should just say im still alive ahah. but i hsve to go have to get up early for my pepes memorial service in rhode island so bye ♥
sincerely,
Gabriana Walter

Saturday, January 21, 2012

that feeling

You know that feeling when you loose someone really close to you and its hurts for the longest time, but sometimes you can never get over it. well today i found out my pepe died i was heart broken at first but then i realized that i knew it was going to happen soon because he was suffering from altztimers i think that how you spell it. Since today was kind of hard  my family and i are going out for dinner which will be good. i will always miss you pepe 1/20/12 ♥
sincerely,
Gabriana Walter

Friday, January 20, 2012

realize

One day he'll realize that loosing me was his biggest mistake. that i was the best thing he ever had. one day he'll see that my love for him was stonger then anyother thing to me. he'll realize that ignoring me is no way to handle or control my feelings. i will always love him more than anything no matter how much he has hurt me. When i told him how i felt he said it back he said he ment it well i don't think he really did, but i was stupid enough to believe he ment it. Now we hardly ever talk hangout or see eachother it is really sad how once we got to high school he totally abandoned me like we didn't even know eachother. He was my true love since second grade i thought he was the one, but he never felt the same way. He would make up silly little reasons why we couldn't date like it will ruin our friendship nothing would have really changed. Honestyl i just wish highschool kinda didn't happen because now my old friends are not all my friends anymore. Hopefull he will see that no one loved him like ever did and come back to me. i really miss him so much i shouldn't becuse of what has happened, but i really do to much for him to even answer a simple message from me.
 goodbye now,
Gabriana Walter

Thursday, January 19, 2012

Hello

My name is Gabriana i know what your thinking what a pretty name right well i guess you can say that. A pretty life not all the time. Sometimes is wish i could just hide away and have my own land but other than that its not the best. I used to have really close friends then came high school some totally ignoer me now and some we arw closer then ever because we dont want to loose eachother. I have some new friends now but i have to be carefull on who you choose they may act like a friend but they rwally hate you and talk badly about you. I mean come on people its not that hard to be nice to me it seems like a simple tasks but not for all. I may not be the prettiest or skinniest girl out there but i know that one day people will ssee me as beautiful and creative nice kind all those things i wish i got from everyone. But you know what i don't iv been hurt several times its hard to deal with but i have to say when you have some friends like i do its all worth it. i cry about and realize why am i crying over somethingg that is so stupid i may be hurtful in all but seriously calm down.Without my friends i wouldn't be who i am today. so thanks to all my good friends :) but sometimes you should just let it go move on and be yourself. i love all my friends to death ♥♥♥
Well good bye now time to write my english paper aha
Love,
Gabriana Walter