Hello again

sorry its been a while since i wrote not like that many people actually look at this but i thought i should just say im still alive ahah. but i hsve to go have to get up early for my pepes memorial service in rhode island so bye ♥
sincerely,
Gabriana Walter

that feeling

You know that feeling when you loose someone really close to you and its hurts for the longest time, but sometimes you can never get over it. well today i found out my pepe died i was heart broken at first but then i realized that i knew it was going to happen soon because he was suffering from altztimers i think that how you spell it. Since today was kind of hard  my family and i are going out for dinner which will be good. i will always miss you pepe 1/20/12 ♥
sincerely,
Gabriana Walter

realize

One day he'll realize that loosing me was his biggest mistake. that i was the best thing he ever had. one day he'll see that my love for him was stonger then anyother thing to me. he'll realize that ignoring me is no way to handle or control my feelings. i will always love him more than anything no matter how much he has hurt me. When i told him how i felt he said it back he said he ment it well i don't think he really did, but i was stupid enough to believe he ment it. Now we hardly ever talk hangout or see eachother it is really sad how once we got to high school he totally abandoned me like we didn't even know eachother. He was my true love since second grade i thought he was the one, but he never felt the same way. He would make up silly little reasons why we couldn't date like it will ruin our friendship nothing would have really changed. Honestyl i just wish highschool kinda didn't happen because now my old friends are not all my friends anymore. Hopefull he will see that no one loved him like ever did and come back to me. i really miss him so much i shouldn't becuse of what has happened, but i really do to much for him to even answer a simple message from me.
 goodbye now,
Gabriana Walter

Hello

My name is Gabriana i know what your thinking what a pretty name right well i guess you can say that. A pretty life not all the time. Sometimes is wish i could just hide away and have my own land but other than that its not the best. I used to have really close friends then came high school some totally ignoer me now and some we arw closer then ever because we dont want to loose eachother. I have some new friends now but i have to be carefull on who you choose they may act like a friend but they rwally hate you and talk badly about you. I mean come on people its not that hard to be nice to me it seems like a simple tasks but not for all. I may not be the prettiest or skinniest girl out there but i know that one day people will ssee me as beautiful and creative nice kind all those things i wish i got from everyone. But you know what i don't iv been hurt several times its hard to deal with but i have to say when you have some friends like i do its all worth it. i cry about and realize why am i crying over somethingg that is so stupid i may be hurtful in all but seriously calm down.Without my friends i wouldn't be who i am today. so thanks to all my good friends :) but sometimes you should just let it go move on and be yourself. i love all my friends to death ♥♥♥
Well good bye now time to write my english paper aha
Love,
Gabriana Walter