So i haven't written in a long time, but i have been so busy. i've had school and key club events its not even funny. This title is such an amazing song lol. So i still like the same people. friday night i had the wierdest dream it was so messed up no lie. not going to tell you becuase its not APPROPRIATE. i wish with all the problems i have i could fix them like i can for everyone else. i lost two of the most important people well who were the most important people to me. they are Ryan and Codey yes i miss them so much. I shouldn't miss them because it wasn't worth the pain anymore. i liked codey since he ccame to my school in sixth grade. and i've liked Ryan since second grade which is such a long time. When i see either of them i just want to burst into tears. I wish that when i started high school i would have kept all of the people who were close to me. I mean we started the year out just fine, but now its all gone down hill. I miss then so much..... I'm glad i've still got all my really close girl friends. If it wasn't for them it would be so different. I would probably not have all of the new friends that i do have now. i'm glad i do because they are the reason why i am can get through all of these peoples CRAP!. One more thing to add about Ryan and Codey if they ever understood how i felt about them i just wish they understood me lets go with that. Grrr i hate that i can't get over them dangit. I MISS THEM SO MUCH !!!. I wish everything could just go back to how it was when we were so close. well i guess just thinking about this makes me so upset so i shuld go. Along with the fact that everyone is ignoring me especially him ...
well by </3
Sincerely,
Gabriana Walter
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