realize

One day he'll realize that loosing me was his biggest mistake. that i was the best thing he ever had. one day he'll see that my love for him was stonger then anyother thing to me. he'll realize that ignoring me is no way to handle or control my feelings. i will always love him more than anything no matter how much he has hurt me. When i told him how i felt he said it back he said he ment it well i don't think he really did, but i was stupid enough to believe he ment it. Now we hardly ever talk hangout or see eachother it is really sad how once we got to high school he totally abandoned me like we didn't even know eachother. He was my true love since second grade i thought he was the one, but he never felt the same way. He would make up silly little reasons why we couldn't date like it will ruin our friendship nothing would have really changed. Honestyl i just wish highschool kinda didn't happen because now my old friends are not all my friends anymore. Hopefull he will see that no one loved him like ever did and come back to me. i really miss him so much i shouldn't becuse of what has happened, but i really do to much for him to even answer a simple message from me.
 goodbye now,
Gabriana Walter